hE only know love when he is 24 years old...he meet this wonderful person MN...he is so in love with MN but that time life is hard for both of them...he struggled with his work and MN is struggled for degree in other side of the state...a long distance relationship is really hard for both of them...but they worked it out...they survived every day by msg and call...once a while they meet up and release all that love...but then thing get even harder...he lost his job and he struggled for his life now...he know by that time that he is not the right person for MN...he know that he cannot make MN happy...so he disappear in MN life...leave all the memory and love behind...on new year eve he remember something...MN birthday is on new year...he use different number just to wish MN birthday...may MN have a great birthday and find someone better than him...but MN know right away that the sender is him...MN ask why does he do this to MN...he fell sorry and guilty so they decided to take it slow and start to date each other again...its almost 2 years before their anniversary before he noticed that MN seem not interested with him anymore...so on one fine day they decided that they not going to be together anymore...it so hard on him to said the word...he cry for the whole day cause he is so in love with MN...his first love that he cannot forget...a fEw month later...still not recovery from the break up...he meet another great person...KF...sweet and fun...he always got a morning msg...once a while a mms showing what KF is eating or what KF doing...suddenly he feel that KF might be the right person that been sent to make him happy...he still cannot forget MN but then he know that he have to moved on...with KF he feel happy...but still major problem is distance...KF lived in other state...but they were happy...until KF have to go attend meeting in town...he was so happy because he thought that maybe they can meet up for the first time...but KF have to follow schedule and they miss a chance to miss...by that time he also have to work and cannot go out...so they hope that they can meet in future...a week before ramadhan KF told that KF will be in neighbour country...they plan to meet up but then again his work make him busy...he didn't reply KF msg and KF think that he just want the fun...not into serious relationship...so when someone ask KF to be his...KF agree because KF assumed that he don't want to be in commitment...after KF back in home they chat...KF told that KF already attached...he so pissed off until he cannot think anymore...KF didn't asked just assumed...that make he really pissed...but then the mistake also on him...he didn't reply msg and try to be more responsible...so he just take it as destiny...destiny that he and KF are meant together but as friend...
a wEek later one great person step into his life...SA...SA ask him to with SA...he taught this is crazy...barely know each other but then he wanted to take a risk...so he gave quarter of his heart to SA...for 2 weeks they know each other...and plan on first date on 3rd raya...but then a few days before raya SA disappear...karma to him...SA didn't reply any of his msg...he waited until 4 day after raya...he given chance to SA...but then he gave up...gave up with SA...and gave up with love...
hE decided that for now he wont believe in love...cause he has no luck in love...so for now he decided to stay single...let time bring his soul mate to him...
to a hopeless lover...
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